Too much

Do you even notice?

You're addicted.

Lyrics of the Day:

Bucket full of tears

babe you know Im here

Im here waiting

Close your precious eyes

and just realize

Im still fighting

For you to be with me

and sit under this tree

and we can watch the sunrise,

we can watch the sunrise

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

I know it feels

like no ones around

but baby you’re wrong

Just get rid of the fear

promise that Im here

I’ll never be gone

So baby come with me

we can fly away and we can watch the

stars shine

And baby you can be my love

Oh

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

Without you

Hold on I promise its gets brighter

and when it rains I’ll hold you even tighter

I won’t go another day without you

Without you

This is me tonight

no more games and no more lies

and I know its right

cause of the way you look into my eyes

and when I hold you tight

the worries disappear Im glad you’re in my life

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

Hold on I promise its gets brighter

and when it rains I’ll hold you even tighter

I won’t go another day without you

Without you

And I won’t go another day,

Without you

AJ Rafael: Without You

Turkey Day

Wowww its been a long time since I've posted on here. Lets pick up from where I left off..

Well in my last post I said I still hadn't gotten an acceptance letter from any college.

ahem. Shortly after that I received on from Campbell with $40,000 scholarship, Clemson with my desired major, and NCState with my desired hometown. Where did I go?

DUH. NCSTATE.

2011 has been a great year. I graduated, I got a decent summer job, I got to spend 3 amazing months with the love of my life, I started college, and I know who I'm marrying :)

Oh Mr. AHHCHOO. He makes me laugh, he makes me cry. He makes me sad, angry, and happy..sometimes at the same time! Some people might think their boyfriends are perfect but yeah..i admit it he's far from perfect. I'm not stupid, I'm just facing real life. He snores and drools when he sleeps, he yells at me when he does math, we get into fights, it gets real.

But this is what I want. A real relationship. Not something out of Hollywood or fantasy, but a real, solid relationship. You might say that oh no we're too young for something so serious or that I really shouldn't settle for one person so soon. But I have a pretty darn good feeling that this is it for me :)

So here we are, near the end of my first semester there...hopefully 1st of only 4. I plan on transferring to UNC after sophomore year. Hopefully Mr. AHHCHOO will go with me. He said he would but every time he says it in a resigned way so I'm a little unsure...

The people we like best are at UNC. Mr. Sven, Mr. Bra; and Ms. DonkyKeung and Ms. VVN will most likely end up there. And asian people look better in blue hahah

Well..it is Thanksgiving Day

I'm thankful for a lot of things.

-A wonderful home to live in

-A wonderful family to live with

-The opportunity to go to school and not have to worry about tuition

-Getting to live in A'MURICA

-Having been saved by Christ

-Having lots of special friends who love me

-And pretty importantly: Having a man who loves me for who I am, nerdiness and all.

Lyrics of the Day:

Thank you for the cross, Lord

Thank you for the price you paid

-Hillsong United, Worthy is the Lamb

Teenage Angst

Life is crap.

1. Was failing Calc BC, not failing anymore but still basically am.

2. My mom threatened to take away the car

3.Still haven't gotten an acceptance letter

I am a terrible person, Mr. AHHCHOO. I know I texted you that about 15 minutes ago...but like when people ask me what your interests are or I'm trying to think of what to get you for Christmas or your birthday...I come up pretty blank.

Of course I could always say that your interests include wrestling, longboarding, and me...but what else?

I should know things like this. It makes me think of the days when we first started talking.

What the hell did we even talk about?

I feel like we don't even have much in common...all I know is that somehow I love you a lot.

I know we've been getting into a lot of fights lately and I think we've been taking each other for granted. We've just been pushing things onto each other without any consideration for each other's feelings. Due to ...recent events, I really don't want this to end at all. As naive, idiotic, and cliche as this sounds, I wanna be with you for the rest of my life. I told you once that when I pictured my life in 10 years, my goal was to be rich and successful, not married to AHHCHOO. But you're a huge part of my life now, in fact my world revolves around you. I was talking to Mr. Sven earlier tonight and about how our text messages would go something like this: AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO MS. COW AHHCHOO AHHCHOO MR. JONAS AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO MR. SVEN AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO AHHCHOO. Without you, I'm pretty sure my world would collapse. This is dumb but the only book example I can think of right now is in New Moon when Edward left Bella...

Anyways, I just wanted to say that I hope this doesn't make you upset even though I'm really upset with myself and we SHOULD go back to the olden days of our long messages...once you get a new computer. That's password protected. From the JOYCHOO.

I need to know you. On a subatomic level. I want to be a AHHCHOO expert.

oh by the way. We made it past the 500 day pact ;D

and sorry I'm a jerk about your braces. you know i'm no good with my words and feelings so consider it my way of being sad about you having them in college. but like i said SUPERHOT when its over :/

and sorry I'm a jerk in general.

Hug it out? oh wait. this was a pretty one-sided conversation...

Lyrics of the Day

"If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea

I'll sail the world to find you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye"

-Bruno Mars, Count on Me

zomg

Its been three days and I still can't believe this shit.

Lyrics of the day:

Woohha-a-ohooh
You got a secret
Woohha-a-ohooh
You couldn't keep it
Woohha-a-ohooh
Somebody leaked it,
And now some shits about to go down

-Ke$ha, Kiss n Tell

Mr. AHHCHOO would say this...

"So it was doubly dismaying to me, after we had finished lovemaking and were lying side by side holding hands, when he said , "Lily, I've got to talk to you about something." His voice was serious, too serious.

I felt my heart shrivel.

"What?" I asked, trying to sound casual. I pulled the sheet up.

"It's your quads, Lily"

"My...quadriceps?" I said incredulously.

"You really need to work on them," Marshall told me.

I turned to stare at him. "I have scars all over my abdomen, I have scratches across my face, I have a huge bruise on my ribs, and your only remark about my body is that I need to work on my quads?"

"You're perfect except for your quads."

"You...jerk!" Torn between amusement and disbelief, I pulled the pillow from under my head and hit him with it."

-Shakespeare's Landlord by Charlaine Harris

Lyrics of the Day

"You're a jerk! (I know)"

-New Boyz

but I seem to like you so it's okay.

H20's a jerk

Sooo last night around mmmm 8:30 I was just starting my Twilight Princess spree and was like 10 minutes into the City in the Sky dungeon and Ms. H20 walks in and starts smacking me in the face with the laundry telling me to turn it off so she can watch the NBA Finals on the big tv.
She ends up not even watching and wandering off to her room to talk to people...SO I DIDN'T GET TO START PLAYING AGAIN UNTIL 11:30.

Kerfuffle