Too much

Do you even notice?

You're addicted.

Lyrics of the Day:

Bucket full of tears

babe you know Im here

Im here waiting

Close your precious eyes

and just realize

Im still fighting

For you to be with me

and sit under this tree

and we can watch the sunrise,

we can watch the sunrise

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

I know it feels

like no ones around

but baby you’re wrong

Just get rid of the fear

promise that Im here

I’ll never be gone

So baby come with me

we can fly away and we can watch the

stars shine

And baby you can be my love

Oh

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

Without you

Hold on I promise its gets brighter

and when it rains I’ll hold you even tighter

I won’t go another day without you

Without you

This is me tonight

no more games and no more lies

and I know its right

cause of the way you look into my eyes

and when I hold you tight

the worries disappear Im glad you’re in my life

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

Hold on I promise its gets brighter

and when it rains I’ll hold you even tighter

I won’t go another day without you

Without you

And I won’t go another day,

Without you

AJ Rafael: Without You

Just a little wisdom from AJ Rafael...

Love and relationships are never like the movies no matter how much we want them to be. But when something beautiful ends, for whatever reason, it's most important not to be disappointed that its over, but glad that it happened at all.

Lyrics of the Day

And this is the part where we say we're in love

And the part where we have our first kiss

But this ain't a movie...

Day 16

Soooo its story time.

This morning on the way to church as usual I had just grabbed something to eat on my way out the door and today it was a slice of pizza. Well we were almost to church, I was in mid-bite annnnnnnnnnd all of a sudden.........I really had to throw up.

It was almost as bad as that one time at the end of 30HFamine when I was really sick and I suddenly had to throw up and disappeared to the bathroom for like 15 minutes and Mr. AHHCHOO got all worried and came out after me and was waiting for me and awwwwwww :)

anyways I was really freaked out because just last night I had read a book about this girl who had gotten pregnant and had really really had morning sickness.....

I tried not to make any noise cause if I did throw up...well I'd have a lot of questions to answer. So I just did the whole breathe deeply through your nose and keep trying to swallow thing.
I managed to get it under control but the whole time in my head I kept thinking, "WTF IS THIS??!!? WE HAVEN'T EVEN DONE THAT YET!!!!!!"

Alrighty guys, I'm just going to leave you with that to ponder.

Lyrics of the Day:
So I hopped on a train three in the afternoon
I don't know when I'm coming back, but I hope that it's soon
See, I never thought (Never thought)
That I'd have to leave your side (Your side)

It's only physically but know that you will be on my mind
Twenty-four hours at a time
Cause in my eyes, you were mine (You were mine)
-AJ Rafael: She Was Mine

Days 14&15

Sooo these past few days have been really boring...Waldo has been keeping me company though.
Yeah we were stuck in Roswell annnnnd this town sucks. The "airport" is terrible..it only flies to two places..LAX or DFW.
Yesterday morning when we went to the "airport" they had apparently cancelled the flight to DFW that morning...but fortunately my mom had gotten us seats assigned already. BUT then that flight got delayed because of the flight that had gotten cancelled SO by the time we got to DFW we had JUST missed the flight back to RDU :(
SO we had to spend the night at DFW...Ms. VVN was saying "MY POOR BABY but the airport is really nice! Ms. Sheen says to go eat taco bell" hahahaha Ms. Sheen...
yeah the airport was nice when we were in the AA lounge and they had disney channel and cots and stuff BUT then the jerks kicked everyone out of the lounge when half of us were already asleep!!! Something about people had been stealing cots from the airport?? buttt then then let us take cots out of the lounge?! logical much?
Yeah so I slept on the airport bench...yeah its pretty comfortable when you're sitting up but laying down?!! no. Especially the kind that has armrests. My mom was like "OH yeah you're small! you can fit!"
UNCOMFORTABLE. If I moved my head then my chin would hit an armrest. I could'nt move my legs cause they were trapped under an armrest..I couldn't move my feet cause they were trapped too. But sometime around 4 am I moved to the cot because my parents couldn't sleep.
that was better. I looked like a hobo apparently cause its really hot in Texas right? well they kept the air conditioning on full-blast. I went to sleep with shorts and a hoodie on. I woke up wearing jeans and two hoodies and all sorts of clothing piled on top of me. WHUT?! Apparently I do all sorts of things in the middle of the night...like flap my wrists ;)
Yeah but we finally got on a flight back to RDU and I had pulled out Waldo because we were in row 7 which is right behind 1st class and doesn't have any carryon storage and I thought maybe I would search for Waldo on the flight. Nope. As soon as the three of us got on the plane we all passed out. woke up for free drinks! passed out again woke up when the plane landed.

When Ms. H20 and Ms. H1 picked us up, Ms. H1 was like, "OHHH HELLLOOOOO WELCOME TO AMERICAAA." while bowing and attempting a fobby japanese accent.
We had landed at like 10 and got home at like 11. I passed out on my bed again.
I had a weird and strangely elaborate dream about the Simpsons. I woke up and it was 5pm.

new: I'm doing a lyrics of the day thing now just because i think my posts are too bland.

Lyrics of the Day
"You make me wanna dance
Cuz I'm happy but just know that I can't dance
So I'm sorry in advance"
-AJ Rafael: Showstopper