Stop it

I hate whiners. But I'm too nice to say anything.
Suck it up and rub some dirt in it. Be a man.

Christ sake. I went through exactly the same thing that you did.  Do you see my relationship shattered and broken? NO. Why?

Because I fucking love him. (and the other thing too...)

Granted, these things take a long time to get over. But I don't understand why you couldn't work through your problems, because you obviously love him a lot.  AND WHY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD ARE YOU STILL TRYING TO BE FRIENDS WITH HIM.  I don't think I could do it.
So yes, I applaud you on that, but I'll tell you you're stupid for putting yourself through this kind of emotional anguish every time you have to see him.

My way of dealing with it was beating the shit out of him.  Sure, I cried for a few days. But then he got mad sick and I had to put aside this betrayal and just act on all the love I had for him and resist trying to smother him in his sleep haha.

I understand you will still need to talk to someone, so please, stop this anonymous, whishy-washy, angsty shit and just talk to someone.

You know where to find me.  Man up.

Lyrics of the Day:
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both


I tried and tired to let you go 
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know


Maroon 5: Nothing Lasts Forever

THE ENDDD

woooooooooowwwwwwwwwww
so I have OFFICIALLY ended my freshman year of college!!!
err technically I guess I'm going to be second semester sophomore haha

welp its been a pretty great year. I haven't made as many friends as I would have liked but I made a fair number that I know I'll keep in contact with next year.   probably...maybe..

Also, sadness.  Last night meant my last night of snuggling up with Mr. AHHCHOO in bed :(
Even if he is snorer, drooler, cover-hogger, face-smacking with elbows-er, super morning breather, mattress asser, he is still my snuggle buddy <3

He is gonna be pretty busy this summer with his internship so hopefully I can find a job. My plan is to apply to all the frozen yogurt places in my city hahah

anyways I can't believe I JUST found out about this but apparently at Appalachian they had a "hunger games" where they got to kill of other tributes by stabbing their balloons or stealing their flags.
SPEAKING OF THE HUNGER GAMES, I wrote my last English paper on the differences between the hunger games and battle royale. GUESS WHO GOT AN AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
THIS GUY. girl...

So I just unlocked a new character in LoL..Varus.
hahah those guys... Varus is an archer and his name is also a medical term for a knee deformity.
lololololololoolololol i see what you did there..

hmm anyways its almost 4am!!
goodnight everyone!

Lyrics of the Day:
School's out for summer
School's out forever
School's been blown to pieces


No more pencils
No more books
No more teacher's dirty looks
School's Out- Alice Cooper

Drunk

Oh gosh. What's wrong with me.

Wow I rag on Mr. AHHCHOO all the time about drinking and then I get hammered..

also..

lusting? totally not my style.

Too much

Do you even notice?

You're addicted.

Lyrics of the Day:

Bucket full of tears

babe you know Im here

Im here waiting

Close your precious eyes

and just realize

Im still fighting

For you to be with me

and sit under this tree

and we can watch the sunrise,

we can watch the sunrise

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

I know it feels

like no ones around

but baby you’re wrong

Just get rid of the fear

promise that Im here

I’ll never be gone

So baby come with me

we can fly away and we can watch the

stars shine

And baby you can be my love

Oh

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

Without you

Hold on I promise its gets brighter

and when it rains I’ll hold you even tighter

I won’t go another day without you

Without you

This is me tonight

no more games and no more lies

and I know its right

cause of the way you look into my eyes

and when I hold you tight

the worries disappear Im glad you’re in my life

Wake up feel the air that Im breathin

I cant explain this feeling that Im feelin

I wont go another day without you

Hold on I promise its gets brighter

and when it rains I’ll hold you even tighter

I won’t go another day without you

Without you

And I won’t go another day,

Without you

AJ Rafael: Without You

break...

i'm such a bum...

break is no fun if you're the only one on it..

FINALSSSSSSS

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ITS FINALS TIME.

I took my Chinese final this morning, wasn't that bad..it was basically a glorified quiz

My Calc II exam is innnnnn t-minus 1hour 50 min

Tomorrow I've got plant bio and natural resources :(

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT THEN I"M DONE!

hahahahah Mr. AHHCHOO isn't done until NEXT thursday

hmm what to do over break...i've got a little over a month of freeeeeedom.

Oh Ms. H1 is coming back from Arizona..she moved there this summer for a job with ASU.

I've got to make H1 and H2 shirts T_T

I finished most of my christmas shopping..err that is..family and Mr. AHHCHOO so far...not sure if i have enough money for everybody else >_>

oh! i went a little crazy the other day and bought myself a gamecube because i was reading all about the new Zelda game: Skyward Sword and then i really wanted to play all the zelda games including Wind Waker which is on gamecube

buuuuuuuuuttttttttttttt luckily Mr. Bra said i could have his windwaker game :DD

so lucky..its hard to find on the internet

ANDDDDDDDD Mr. Sven said i could play his Skyward Sword over break too cause he will be in Taiwan :DDD

oh yeah. and i have to get my wisdom teeth out the day after Mr. AHHCHOO's birthday :(

OH annnnnnnnnndddd WICKED IS BACKKKKKK!!!!!

I super duper want to go watch again...but we missed the priority tickets deadline T_T

getting regular tickets is so hard!

T minus1 hour and 41 minutes :(

Lyrics of the Day:

Zelda theeeeeeeeeeeemme song whateverrrrrrr it is

-Legend of Zeldaaaa

LOL

Sooo yesterday I thought maybe Mr. AHHCHOO and I could go bowling because we had been wanting to for a couple of weeks or so now.

BUTTTTTTTT no we just played LOL which is a spinoff of WoW.

hahahah so dorky. we played for like 7 hours.

We played with Mr. AHHCHOO's friend Mr. Gucci over the phone.

we totally trolled this one guy in a game. he was being really flaky

THEN Mr. AHHCHOO goes "shut the f**k up nigga"

hahahahahahahahahahah but we think the kid was pretty young cause he didn't get mad and just played along with it.