I can't get over this

"One particle of umobtainium has a nuclear reaction with the flux capacitor - carry the 2 - changing its atomic isotoner into a radioactive spider.  Fuck you, Science!"

Filled

I love you okay?

That's why I want you to stop.  Where is your self-control? Stop filling your lungs with smoke.  I don't want you to get cancer.  Also. It makes you smell.  And you know I absolutely hate the smell and taste of cigarettes.

Yeah I can just see you right now saying, "But you've smoked some too"
Ok how many total have I smoked? Less than 20. IN THE PAST YEAR.  fuck you, science.
Also. I only started because I didn't want you to smoke the entire first pack by yourself/I wanted to see what smoking one was like.

So please. Just quit.

I told you earlier today, "Until you stop smoking, don't talk to me."
For both our sake's, please stop.  I'll miss you too much.

Stop buying drugs.

Lyrics of the Day:
I am in misery.
There ain't nobody who can comfort me (oh yeah)
Why won't you answer me
The silence is slowly killing me
Maroon 5- Misery

Projects

Hi Miss Sheen.

You're in China right now getting eaten alive by mosquitoes. You have some tasty blood haha :)
have you ever noticed that when you look at a word too much you start reading it wrong? like blood is not pronounced in my head as BLOOOOOOOOOO-DUH.

Anyways.  We never really started any of our craft projects.  Tomorrow, Mr. Bra, Miss, Priskiller, and I will be starting a new project.  We're making longboards apparently...
Hella expensive. So this project will be a many month long project.  So we can do some of our crafties when you get back in two weeks.

come back sooooooooon!

Lyrics of the Day:
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
Avril Lavigne- When You're Gone


yeah I don't actually miss you that much.  But I know someone else who does ;D

what the fuck

I don't know how I should feel about this.

What are the FUCKING odds that our anniversary should fall on HER FUCKING BIRTHDAY.

what the fuck.

I don't even want that to be my anniversary anymore.  It makes me feel dirty.  When I think about it.  I just imagine.  You touching her the way you touch me.  You being with her the way you lie with me.  Her giving you more than I have ever been able to give you.  fuck.

How the hell did I miss that it was her birthday all those times I stalked her.

It made me so upset when I saw her.  I should have fucked her up.
When you say you are glad I didn't.  Tell me.  Are you glad I didn't get in trouble.  Or are you glad she didn't get hurt.

This is too much for me to handle.

fuck this.