Safe

Do you know why I smoke and do molly with you?
These are things I would have never EVER done.
I mean I look back at our old conversations where I'm sad and mad at you for not trying to get your friends to stop smoking.

I do them because I trust you completely.  I trust that you'll be there to take care of me when I start to freak out.  Especially on molly.
Having you there with me made me feel so safe. During those times you were litrally the only thing in the world that I needed.